I am ready to be thinner.

I am excited :)
5 day fast, starts tomorrow.

today was a semi good day. all day I water fasted apart from a fruit salad. for dinner, it was my grandas birthday so we got a disgusting take a way, i was forced to eat something. so then I got a shower. & purged :(
its becoming worse now but I love the feeling :|

and last night I told a best friend who has moved away to America for a year about my ed. he was so supportive but it pained me to see how sad I made him, hes the first person iv ever told.

tonight I watched a MaryKate thinspo video and it made me so motivated!
tomorrow I promise to liquid fast all day, and Im dancing for 3 hours tomorrow in classes, then I may hit the gym. I pray it will be a good day.
i will keep control.

i hope you all are having/have had a fantastic day.
i love the time difference thing :)
keep going, thin is beautiful <3
love you all x

Today was ok, except I had a shit load of homework to do. That I didnt do. And tomorrow I have my Grandas bday party which means I have to eat in front of them all. And my  ex boyfriend is trying to get me back, and Im confused :(

Today I ate..
Yogurt (70 cals)
Salmon with Brown Rice ( purged =\)
Water
Green Tea


Keep me strong for tomorrow.
I have soup packed for lunch, slim-a-soup to be infact :)
And nada mas, nothing more.

Keep strong all my gorgeous girls out there,
thin is beautiful.
x

LJ name: delgadaporfavor         
Weight category: E
Stats: 135
Type of ED: bullimia - went through recovery before.
Height: 5"5
HW:142
LW:92
CW: 135ish.
UGW:100

40 day end of year plan :D

Day 1: Water fasting and 1 yogurt under 70 calories
Day 2: 170 calories
Day 3: Liquid fasting 100 calories max
Day 4: 100 calories
Day 5: liquid fasting 20 calories max
Day 6: 250 calories
Day 7: water fasting
Day 8: liquid fasting 300 cal max
Day 9: water fasting and 1 yogurt under 70 calories
Day 10: water fasting and 1 cup of soup under 50 calories
Day 11: 200 calories
Day 12: liquid fasting 200 calories max
Day 13: 300 calories
Day 14: 200 calories
Day 15: water fasting
Day 16:  water fasting and 1 cup of soup under 50 calories
Day 17: liquid fasting 150 calories max
Day 18: 100 calories
Day 19: 200 calories
Day 20: 300 calories
Day 21: 200 calories
Day 22: 330 calories
Day 23: liquid fasting 355 calories max
Day 24: 450 calories
Day 25: water fasting
Day 26: liquid fasting 250 calories max
Day 27: 200 calories
Day 28: 200 calories
Day 29:  water fasting
Day 30: water fasting and 1 banana
Day 31: water fasting and 1 yogurt
Day 32: 200 calories
Day 33: liquid fasting 100 calories max
Day 34: 350 calories
Day 35: 200 calories
Day 36: water fasting
Day 37: water fasting and 1 yogurt under 100 calories
Day 38: 150 calories
Day 39: liquid fasting 250 calories max
Day 40: 200 calories

today
apples and green tea
and no more.
no more.
keep strong.

Ok.
so Im not the type of person that weight comes off easily.
so I need to set myself goals that are written down and final. and some guidelines.

GW#1 - 120
GW#2 - 115
GW#3 - 110
UGW - 100

It can be done.

Guideline1 - More effort in dancing.
Guideline 2 - More effort at gym and more often.
Guideline 3 - STOP EATING BAD FOODS.

I have ate almost 600 cals before dinner.
I dont know what will be for dinner yet although Ill eat as little as possible I hope.
Keep Strong.

Gym later perhaps. If I can muster the energy.
O and last night I drank some, calories:(

Well Hello Everyone :)
Im very new to this so Im not sure what Im really doing as yet but Im sure Ill work it out as I go along. 
My passions in life are dancing and performing but off stage my ambition in life is to become a Doctor and Im currently studying A-levels of Bio, Chem, Physics and Spanish.
Id love to meet some new people on this journal with either similar or completely different interests, I promise Im a nice person so talk away : )
C xx